✞Hi. I don’t expect you to read through all of this but thank you if you do…
I’m Fiona. I’m 15 stuck in this hell hole. Subsection: Ireland. I feel like a lot of people don’t like me but I just have to get over that because I’m being myself. I won’t change for someone. I like all sorts of music: Katy Perry, MCR, Greenday, Breaking Benjamin, Panic! at the disco, Lady gaga; to name a few. I am fat so don’t bother telling me. It’s been pointed out many times before. I hate when people thinner than me say that they are fat and then I feel like a massive whale. And It has happened a lot. + I know I’m fat and ugly so, like I said, no need to repeat it on anon That’s just spineless, I think. Idgaf about your needs to hurt people to make you feel better.
I can’t really talk to much people about my feelings and shit but I tell my mom everything. Idk like a lot of shit has made me lose trust in people even if I totally love them. I try to make everyone happy but sometimes even that isn’t enough for some people and they just knock you down.
I hate when people say that they know me because they have talked to me. I don’t tell everyone everything about me. Like 1 or 2 people would know everything about me. If you are horrible to me, do you expect me to just lay down and just do nothing? No. I will treat you the same as you treat me. I just want someone to be nice to me. Not treat me like crap all the time. I can’t remember being happy properly in a while. Hopefully the summer will be good but it’ll end up being me alone, all day, inside.
I dont care about stupid people telling me how to run my blog. So fuck off with your criticism because it’s just making you look like a total ass in the end.
but other than that. if you want me to give you a shout-out i’ll consider it. But not if i hate you your blog because I won’t want my followers to have to suffer the pain.
Rather than aiming for being perfect, just aim to be little bit better today than you were yesterday.
I have been losing weigh, or so my scale tells me but I still feel hideous. I know I’m fat as I have been told it so many times before and to be honest I’m not doing this for people to like me, I want to be thin so that I can actually wear clothes that I want to wear and actually like my body. I know I’ll never be that perfect size or something but I just want to feel comfortable. I sometimes go to the gym. I will make this work. I will cut down on all my calories. All my calories.
I hate my body. I will be thin. I hate my self. I will be thin.
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Away from shit I hate, lets go to good stuff. These include;
❤Harry Potter
❤Avril Lavigne and her old music
❤Dancing when I’m alone
❤Singing
❤Adding stuff to my little collection of things on my wall.
❤Laughing genuinely
❤Not being pushed aside
❤Not being ignored
❤Writing Stories and whatnots.
❤Having those fun days where me and my brother don’t fight and we just get along.
Thanks if you read this. kbye..
